Monday, March 31, 2008

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to take words for granted

I forgive myself that i have not allowed myself to realize that in taking words for granted I am accepting words as their definitions - therein allowing this world to be created by my participation in words as definition -  instead of  taking responsibility to purify words, and to live them as me - to no longer accept or allow words to direct me, but to direct words as me, by living them as me

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define people according to the words they write, therein separating them from me through defining them as their words, instead of unconditionally reading their words and stopping and applying self forgiveness if I react to or expect something within their words

I stand here as life as oneness and equality.  I do not accept or allow anything less than oneness and equality within me -  and if I am to stand one and equal with and as others in this world then I must not accept or allow myself to define others, to expect something of others according to a definition I have assigned them,  NO

till here no further

I do not accept or allow the definition of others within me -  this happens because I take what I have read and written, and then defined myself according to what I have read and written, created a personality for myself within my own words,   and then in seeing others' words, i define them according to their words, therein separating them from me -  and then reacting to words they speak or write according to what within their words challenges or goes against my own self definition.    

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to define myself according to the words i write and read, instead of unconditionally reading and writing words as me -  and if a reaction or movement occurs -  STOP and apply self forgiveness -  look at the reaction - look at each point and stop it, for in continuing to allow reactions to come and go -  i am continuing to allow them within me, as me -  and i only continue to support separation and comparison and judgment in this world, through my own separation comparison and judgment within me,  of others words and actions

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to judge what someone has written before even reading all of it

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to speak and write from a starting point of wanting to defend information within me   

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to take information in and place it within me as definition, and then speak from the starting point of information within me




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