Tuesday, January 29, 2008

'fashion'

'Till here no further: I do not allow the mind to manipulate or direct my experience, or to keep me from expressing who I am as Life as one and equal with all existence, living self honesty in every moment as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be concerned about how my 'friends' will react to the clothing I wear. That is mind consciousness system bullshit and I am not the mind

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge clothing based on ideas of what is 'interesting' and what is 'not interesting'

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge clothing based on its 'originality'

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear how others will react if I wear something 'uncharacteristic' of myself

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to choose clothing based on what I perceive others' reactions will be

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to wear clothing according to what I feel will enhance my appearance, to appear 'more attractive'

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge clothing

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge my naked physical appearance

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to hide insecurities about my physical body behind clothing

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge my physical body based on 'standards'

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that any reaction I have to the appearance of my physical body is due to me allowing myself to participate in the mind

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I need to wear clothing that will make me appear 'interesting'

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to wear clothing which hides certain aspects of my physical body which I am insecure about

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to live total self honesty in every moment as the true expression of who I am as life as all as one as equal to all of existence within and as this moment

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define clothing with pictures and reactions and memories and thoughts in my mind, I am not the mind

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge modern clothing as a result of my allowing myself to identify who I am as pictures and memories and thoughts/feelings/emotions within the mind, and I am not the mind

'Till here no further: I do not allow the mind to influence the clothing I wear

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge others based on the clothing they wear

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to react to what others wear

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I am able to react

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