I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give my power away to cigarettes, thereby allowing them to control me when I am smoking, thereby allowing the desire to smoke direct me instead of me directing me in every moment
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to expect myself to reach points of realization
thereby allowing expectation to control me
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to justify the desire to smoke by convincing myself that it is 'ok' to smoke, thereby acknowledging within myself that there are things that are not 'ok' to do, which is me participating in polarity